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Sad Libs

by Groomers

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1.
What should I do with this stress I feel it in my neck I know I shouldn't carry insecurities for years on my back I can feel it filling up my chest running out of space to hold my breath Replacing oxygen with doubt Maybe I'll feel better faded out Through the whiteout I see shapes Leading me down this bitter way of living at a loss for Everything along the road to better But I can't turn back now I wish I was outside your house Breathing deeply and waiting for you to come downstairs Forget everything that I know best Spill my guts and hope that no one notices the mess
2.
Do you know which way I'm falling? I'm not asking for direction I’m just mindless and starving Seeking attention and waiting For an effortlessly better body To replace this vessel haunting me I know exactly what I want But I'm too embarrassed to say it And I don't know which way to turn Anxieties pulling in all directions I know what I'm looking for Isn't on this couch In this apartment building It's all around In every sound I'm tuning out
3.
Nothing stays the same Locked up in my room for six whole days Being afraid of where I am Thoughts fade away to lesser things. It's such a pleasant thought Holding on what you've lost I need white noise when I sleep To keep that thought away from me While I make my escape From this place to anyplace I know I should stop running from The unpleasant conversations I'm having with myself Stop storing solutions in a box on my shelf From which I've locked myself out Nothing stays the same
4.
Nothing really good feels right I don't know how deep this goes but I need out Let me spend these days in my room pulling at basement skeletons to decorate my walls. Flooding my shelves and drawers with history I'll never learn from. I think it's time to lock that door And start all over I don't mind a blind trip down a long and winding path if it means I end up where I need to be eventually
5.
Sad Libs 02:09
So sick of what if how it could have been Conversational self deprecation Slipping into my self conscious narrative I recite As honesty, My truth Singing solutions from an email to myself How I'm so tired but could never get enough sleep For time to heal old wounds that I've held open all this time Well maybe all that I need is to let myself breathe deeply for once I won't apologize for wanting change this time I need to wake up and start learning from the history I replay in my mind Every night
6.
Hilary Buff 03:06
Keep digging deeper holes A shallow void to fish in for empty words The truth about myself Buried in a stream of unconscious voice recording volumes I keep novelizing nonsense that I can't erase With a lack of skill to make my words mean anything It's getting hard to see The difference between what's right And what's right in front of me It's easy to be angry But it's easier to be alone and wonder If I should be doing better On my own I might not know Where to go from here But I know I wanna build a home in simple things

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released January 17, 2020

Engineered/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Jacob Fishman.

Drums recorded at Retromedia Sound Studio.
Everything else recorded at Jacob's house.

Artwork by Mike Shoolbraid

All songs written and performed by Groomers

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